So my son I was forced to give up for adoption is back in the roost. No one back home would or could (supposedly) take him, but could afford a next day ticket from texas to washington state. I’m not complaining I love him and gladly let him in my home. What is the message that he is getting from his “adopted” family and my mother (I am also adopted). Children are passed around like chattle and it pisses me off.  Being the member of the family no one ever really got I understand and know that it sucks to feel like no one wants or needs you.  Someday I plan to adopt a foster child so that I can show at least one child on this planet what it is like to be loved. I am showing my son but there is a lot of damage there, I know I have the same damage. I wish for one day that people could all just act like humans and not the assholes we all know we are.